Am I Pregnant?

Hi everyone, I have questions about pregnancy. Lately i got drowsy and feeling like i want to vomit but i can’t and feels so tired, sleep alot which i normally don’t. The thing is i can’t recall if i did miss my period. i know this is sound weird. usually i don’t really care or bother too much about my menstrual cycle. reason being my period sometimes delays like 1-2weeks and sometimes it can delays up to a month (very rarely). however i do know that it can comes as early as 1 week before the middle of the month or delays by a week after.
i think maybe i have missed my period but still can’t recall.

i did some test on 25th Sep but it shows negative only 1 dark line. then i get myself worried again coz i keep having this drowsy thingy.. so i did another test yesterday. 2nd test shows 1 line is very dark and the other is fading and not very clear. and did another 3rd test on the same day with another brand it shows the same 1 dark line and 1 fading line.

does that means i’m pregnant? but the other line is not so obvious.

i did the 4th test this morning right after i woke up, it shows the same. i just feel it so strange the first shows 1 line and the other 3 test shows the same.

I did tell my partner that maybe i am pregnant, he didn’t freak out and he said we shall manage it together, however he also said he wants a baby but not ready to have a baby right now.

what shall i do next? wait for few more weeks to have a check again? or i will see a doctor to get advise? if it’s positive, do you think i should keep it? bringing up a baby is not a problem for me as both my partner and i have good career and prospect. but i’m a little worried about his statement that he is not ready to have a baby at the moment but if it’s postive, he will responsible.

Looking forward to hear from you lots.

Thank you,
Ernie 🙂