THANK YOU!
A FEW NEW CHANGES. I DID TALK TO A FRIEND, SO TO SPEAK (AN EX FRIEND’S SISTER). ONLY BECAUSE SHE HAS HAD AN ABORTION AND AT THAT POINT- THAT WAS WHAT HE WAS HINTING TO. SHE REFUSED TO TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT AS AN OPTION. REQUESTED TO CALL ME BACK AND A FEW MINUTES LATER HER MOM AND HER THREE WAY CALLED. OFFERING THIER FULL 100% EMOTIONAL SUPPORT EVEN THOUGH THEY LIVE OUT OF STATE. BASICALLY TELLING ME THAT GOD DID NOT ALLOW ME TO SURVIVE ALL I HAD BEEN THROUGH THIS PAST YEAR AND ALLOW ME TO BECOME PREGNANT FOR NOTHING! SO WHAT COULD I SAY TO THAT? LOL-THEY ARE RIGHT! HUSBAND HAS BEEN VERY CAUTIOUS IN TALKING ABOUT THIS AT ALL, BUT DEFINATELY DOES NOT WANT TO TERMINATE IT.
SO, I GUESS WE ARE BOTH AGREEING TO START THIS JOURNEY AND TRY TO HANDLE THINGS AS THEY COME? WE ARE JUST TERRIFIED OF HOW/WHERE WE ARE GOING TO FIND ANOTHER HOUSE THAT WE CAN AFFORD AND TRYING TO KEEP THINGS SILENT UNTIL WE GET OUR DUCKS IN ORDER. BUT I GUESS GOD WILL PROVIDE A WAY FOR THAT TOO?!
I STILL NEED LOTS OF SUPPORT. SO I’LL BE CHECKING IN.