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i had sex for the first time, on june the 8th, he used a condom, but withdrew several times, and we didnt change condoms? i dunno if this is a problem or not, afterward i got really scared i would b pregnant, so i went to my doctor and got the morning after pill, i still didnt feel rigth and period didnt come for a while a bit later than usual is this normal after takin the ma pill? i had tht period it was diffferent to my others i ddint feel right, maybe cos i was scared? ive had another one since, both quite heavy, id love a child but im nervous cos i have so many questions, i live in a really small village it caused me more problems thn u cn imagine going to my gp, so i cnt do tht, and no way can i buy a preggers test in this village everyone knows everyone, ive been feeling weird and i have put on a little weight around my tummy, its comin up to three months since i had sex, im nt with him, i never really was, its a long story for another time, im eating a lot more, and weeing a lot more but this could b stress related, maybe im just imaginin it my mum is pregnant, and ive wanted a baby for ages, i just panicked i wish i hadnt taken the mornin after pill, bt i have herd of babies survivng it? im feelin a bit mixed up, sorry its so long! maybe this al just wishful thinking? wat do u think? xx please help me xx