today is the day. i am so scared because im going to be taking the pill which means that the abortion will happen within the next three days. I dont know if i can go through with it. What do you guys think of adoption?? My boyfriend says that if he cant have it than no one can and it will grow up messed up because it will be adopted. I tried to explain to him that thats not the case and there is open adoption. I dont know what to do. I just want to run away and have it and give it up for adoption. I know there is help out there for that but im scared to leave my home and my boyfriend that i have been with for three years now. I couldnt sleep lastnight and have been thinking about it none stop.