So I've decided to forgive myself. What other choice do I have? Either I can sit here crying over a mistake I can't erase or I can learn from it and move on. I know my mind isn't right… because my heart isn't. I'm just praying that God will send me someone that can fix my heart. I've been trying to do it on my own for a while now and for a while things were going great but then it all just went downhill. I think I might need some kind of professional help from a therapist or something to deal with all my problems and emotions. I think next semester when I get back from break I'll go see someone. It's time for me to stop pretending I can do it all on my own… because I really can't.

Mr. Right's coming, but he's in Africa, and he's walking. -Oprah Winfrey