Well, I am not sure how I am going to explain how i am feeling right now, but I am going to try my best.
They call me honeybee at school because I am usually very hyper and fun. Lately not so much. I had sex with a guy for the first time two weeks ago and I have missed my period. Yes, we used protection but things were going on before we put on the condom. It is very hard to explain. I automatically flipped thinking I might be pregnant. 

I felt horrible and was constantly crying. I ended up telling my parents. Which I thought was the better option than to try and hide this. My dad wanted to rip the kids face off and my mom was upset with my choice but they both took it pretty well from what i can see. 

The boy didn’t know and my mom decided to go and talk to this guys parents about it all. To me amazment his mom blamed the whole thing on me and said she begged him not to sleep with me. Like he was a little angel apparently. This guy is no angel though he has cheated on his ex girlfriends nearly knocked up a girl before me and slept with a few others. How was I any different? 

When he got home his parents told him what had happened and he freaked out at me for not telling him sooner. How was I supposed to tell him anything when he stopped talking to me and would never look at me? 

I am scared and confused and I feel like if I am not pregnant I will look like an idiot for thinking I was… please help me.