I'm am 26. I have two kids, 6 and almost 4. I have recently found out that I am pregnant with my third. Well, If i think about it, my 5th. I in the past had 2 abortions. One not long after my oldest was born, and the other just a little over a year ago.

I am very excited about this one. I finally have things together in my life. I have been with my boyfriend for 7 years and we think it is best to have another now. My only concerns are, I have a boy and a girl now, and i don't want them to feel left out. I am afraid that ifs its a boy my son will feel like hes not mamas boy anymore. And for my daughter, if its a girl, that's she not daddy's little girl anymore.

I guess all I can do is hope for the best, and be sure that I give them the same attention I always have. I love my kids so much and I love the one growing inside of me. Do I have enough love for all three. And I cant forget their dad.