ugh these past 7 months have been ups and downs and twist and turns.
it is not all that bad though. even though i am 16 and pregnant, i am still fighting for my goals.  i have to for my child is part of my future that i must make wonderful for her.
God has blessed me big time though.  The father ran out before i found out I was pregnant.  It was a shock when i found out 5 months after it had happened.  My mom freaked at first and wanted me to have an abortion.  my dad amazing was calm and knew that everything would work out.  I was so worried that she would be unhealthy or hurt because i cheered for the first five months of my pregnancy and got physically attacked at 3 months pregnant.
She is healthy as can be for what the doctors tell me.  she is very tiny though, not premie but little:)
i pray that she does not have sex during high school but we can discuss that when that time comes
ive learned a lot about myself and that i am a very strong person.  it is amazing how one small human can change your whole life and perspective on life
Read my blogs to learn more about my journey and what my future will be in the future