I would like to tell all ye single mums and Mums to be my story.

I found out I was pregnant at 16 weeks and my world fell apart. You see, I never wanted kids. So this was a shock. I was with my boyfriend 2 years at the time and we had just bought a house. So money was tight and I just was not a maternal person so I thought I would be the worst mother ever. I was 27 at the time. I know u probably think 27 is old enough to have one. Well in my head any age was a no, no. So I talked to my boyfriend and I told him I would keep it. So I went on to have the worst Pregnancy ever. Diabetes, Severe back pain. I hated everything about it. When I was due, which was 28th Jan, no sign of the baby. Then on the first of Feb, I went in to get a date to get induced when my worst fears were confirmed. My baby had died at full term. No heart beating. My angel was gone. I went on to deliver her on the 5th of Feb and nobody can tell you the love you feel when you hold your baby for the first time. She was perfect in everyway and i would never see her grow up, or the color of her eyes or hear her call me Mammy.

I’m a mother and I have no baby. She will be 1 year this Feb and I miss her more and more everyday. So my advise to all ye girls is…… No Man is worth the love you feel for the first time when you hold your baby. So I think every woman should have a say when it comes to their kids. They are yours and will be for life no matter if they’re here or gone. So second-think yer decision. Mine is gone but yours is there, waiting to be loved and held by their mother…..

Thanks for reading…..