Well, I was in my sophomore year, just getting my head together with school and after-school clubs and doing really well.

I decided to go onto the pill to be safe. Well with school taking up most of my time, I had forgotten to take some of my pills, afraid and scared. I thought I would just wait and see. I set a date to go to the doctor and waited for it to come. Well, it came fast. It was right after I turned 16 and I found out I was 10 weeks. I didn’t think I would be and not that long. I didn’t feel sick. I tried to stay calm and not think about it but now I know.

Soon after, I told my boyfriend. He was supportive too, going through it. Soon after, I had to tell my mom. She was not happy at all. She said you know you have to get an abortion. I didn’t want that at all. I made my mind up to go through with it. But more and more, my mother said you can’t do this. She told me that she would kick me out if I did this, that she would disown me and my baby. Soon after she sat me and my boyfriend down, telling us that we needed to go through with the abortion. Feeling soo alone and confused, to please everyone. I decided I would go and get the abortion. I was 12 weeks along when i killed my baby. There isn’t a day that goes by when I don’t think about it and the little joy i could of had. WHEN all I need to do was stop trying to please and think about what I wanted.