Life has changed. I went from a married woman to a mom. Wow. That’s so insane!

I am having a lot of trouble adjusting, and am experiencing postpartum, and it’s hard. I didn’t think it was going to be this hard. My mother-in-law watches my daughter a lot, that’s where she spends most of her days. My doctor has advised me not to be alone with her for any extended amount of time, not that I would do anything to her. I don’t believe in hitting a child or anything like that. It’s just she doesn’t want me to panic, and lose control of myself in a different way. Hard to explain. Also, my grandmother, the woman who raised me, died this last Saturday.

So life is chaotic for me…