It has been nearly a year since i chose to have an abortion and recently accpeted i am suffering with post abortion syndrome.

I was 16 when i found out i was pregnant and 17, 8 weeks pregnant when i chose to have an abortion, now i believe that desision was made to please my mum and boyfriend. I had convinced myself at the time and for many months after that what i did was the right thing , when it wasnt.

It is the first and last thing i think of everyday and living with this guilt and depression is breaking me down. I cry myself to sleep everynight due to this. I belive things have gotton worse recently as two of my boyfriends cousins who are same age have a child, and one is expecting. It breaks my heart that i cant even be happy for them because i am so upsetand jealous of them.