So I had an abortion, 14th april, I was just under 18 weeks at the time. It was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever done, and didnt get a lot of support from my friends. I didnt want to tell my boyfriend as I wouldnt want to lose him over it. Sometimes it hurts so bad I cry, I wish i could hold my baby just once, Im trying to stay strong and sort my life out so I can raise a baby properly, I know it wasnt the right time to have my baby right now but it still hurts sometimes. My baby would have been born this month. It would be nice to talk to people who have gone through the same as me 🙂