I can’t believe I’m in this situation again. I already have twins that are 8 and a 4-year-old… Now I just found out that I am pregnant again…

I honestly don’t believe in abortion but I don’t know how I feel now that I am in this situation. I’m already stressing myself out and I know that if I get the abortion, I will regret it… Having to live with the fact that I killed my baby will eat me up… He says that it isn’t a good time for us to have a baby. He isn’t ready. But I know if I get an abortion, it’s only cause that’s what he wants…  I really don’t want any more kids but I do believe that God does everything for a reason. I do know that compounding one sin with another is not the way to go but I don’t know what I am supposed to do… I’m so lost.. I don’t have anyone to talk to or ask what they think…

Someone, please help!!!