SO TODAY IS REALLY NOT A GOOD DAY.

LATELY, I’VE BEEN FEELING SO SCARED AND CONFUSED. I’M SCARED BECAUSE I’M DOING THIS WHOLE PREGNANCY WITHOUT THE HELP OF THE FATHER. I’M CONFUSED BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS BETTER THAN THIS. THEN TO LEAVE ME ALONE TO DO THIS ALONE. I’M NOT ASKING FOR HIM TO BE WITH ME, BUT JUST TO BE HERE TO SUPPORT ME. I’M MORE SAD AT THE FACT THAT I COULDN’T TELL FAKE FROM REAL. I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE HE STATED HE COULDN’T DO THIS, THAT HE’S NOT READY FOR ANOTHER BABY. BUT I’M MORE SAD FOR MY BABY BECAUSE HE’S MADE IT CLEAR HE ONLY WANTS HIS 2-YEAR-OLD. BUT I’M THANKFUL TO HAVE MY FAMILY.

AM I WRONG FOR FEELING LIKE THIS?