I am still breastfeeding my son and he is almost 2 years old. He is only drinking it for nap time and bedtime. I am trying to stop, but it is really hard. He cries and cries until I just have to give in or he falls asleep crying. I am doing pretty good with the nap time. I distract him with a movie or something. But the bedtime is really hard.
I don’t know what to do.
I really don’t know how this website works, but I really need advice.
I am a 15-year-old girl who got pregnant. I found out three days ago. When I read the text, I had no idea what to do and I think I’m still in shock. When I told my boyfriend of a year, he went straight to telling me that I’m going to get an abortion. I really don’t know what to do because I can’t kill my baby. It’s mine and his fault that we are in this situation. So why not take responsibility? I know I’m 15, but I can’t kill my baby. But my boyfriend and one of my good friends said I will die if I give birth because I’m “too small”. I’m 5’2 and just hit 100 pounds. That’s scaring me more than me being pregnant.
I just wish this was all just a dream.
daddy
Is it cold?
Behind those bars Daddy
Are you growing old?
Lost in your cement box Daddy
Are you mad?
Growing so angry at me Daddy
Or are you sad?
Growing oh so depressed Daddy
Is it cold?
All alone in your bed Sweetie
Are you growing old?
Without me there to watch Sweetie
Are you mad?
Growing so angry that they took me Sweetie
Are you sad?
Growing oh so depressed Sweetie
Is it lonely?
In your jail cell Daddy
Does time go slowly?
As you watch it tick tock Daddy
Do you feel stuck?
In your confinement Daddy
Do you wish for your truck?
So you can drive off a cliff Daddy
Is it lonely?
All alone at night Sweetie
Does time go slowly?
As you wait for me Sweetie
Do you feel stuck?
Between the hard place and rock Sweetie
Do you wish for my truck?
So you can come to me Sweetie
Does it hurt?
The ice in your heart Daddy
Does it hurt?
My complete hate for you Daddy
Do you miss me?
And still love her Daddy
Do you miss me who is she?
Do you still love her Daddy?
Does it hurt?
Your secret longing Sweetie
Does it hurt?
My complete disregard for you Sweetie
Do you miss me?
And still love him Sweetie
Do you miss me who is not he?
Do you still love him Sweetie?
Daddy leave me alone.
Sweetie don’t be cruel
Daddy leave me alone
Sweetie don’t you miss me
my name is starajha kelly,and i am 13teen years old .i am going to be 14 teen on march 20.i am the only gurl in school that never ever had sex .i think that it is time for me too though i am scared. besides that my mom talks to her friend about me never havin sex. i do not want to do sumthing that is not for me or i am not ready for.this never crossed my mine untail i came to my new school where gurls do that every dayy.i just came to ask for sum help with this problem .have a nice day and wish all is good.byee
Just found out I’m pregnant. I took three tests, all positive.
I can’t believe I’m pregnant. Me? How could I get pregnant? It sounds so lame, but I mean I was going somewhere. I was gonna be somebody. I was gonna get out of this white trash hell. And now,
I’ll be stuck here forever.
And my baby’s gonna have like horrible health cause I can’t get to a doctor or anything. Maybe I should go with adoption just so the baby will be healthy. I can get the adoptive parents to bring me to the doctors and stuff, maybe, so my baby will be healthy even if I can’t keep it.
I hate crying.
*Friday Feb 26th 2010*
I try to be happy when he doesnt call or text me. I need to be able to move on but it’s so hard. I’m having his child in a few months…but it’s not only that…I love him. It would be so much easier if I didnt have those feelings toward him…but I do. Sometimes I cry so hard that I cant breathe and I think that at any moment God can just take me out of this world. I’m heart broken and i’m not sure if I can go on or how im gonna be able to go on…but then I feel him…he’s moving around like crazy n kicking me pretty hard…but what he’s really doing is giving me a reason to go on…a reason to be okay. He is the reason why it’s going to turn out amazing 🙂 He is my reason for making a better life for myself…for us….I have my hand on my tummy n let out a deep sobbing sigh. I realize God has a plan for me and my son. It’s not the same one I had for myself earlier but im finding that He has a greater one for me. I think that saying is off some movie n if it is then that movie is oh so true.
I’m listening to one of our songs right now. I should probably stop because all it’s doing is flooding my eyes with tears and my mind with memories of what was, what could have been and what I so terribly wanted it to be. But I cant stop. I need to scream adn curse his name. I need to cry…and I need to remember that it’s for the best even though it hurts like hell. I’ll get over it someday and my son will realize that this is the way it had to be. It’s not the way mommy wanted it but its the best way for the both of us in the end.
……I tried so hard baby……mommy’s no quitter but she knows when the game’s over……
