My OB-GYN doctor told me that it’s hard for me to get pregnant. The chances are very low, because my egg cells don’t get mature. They blast even they were immature cells still. And the lining of my uterus is very thin already…

This fact makes me very sad, but happy for a short time. After I gave birth with my first baby boy, I am very afraid to have another baby, knowing the fact that the father of my baby don’t love me anymore and he just sticks with me coz of our son. His family don’t like me at all, Likewise, his sister used to nag at me in front of many people. She always makes me realize that I am never welcome in their house. It makes me feel down and depressed… My mother and family do not know my real situation in my boyfriend’s house… I kept it coz I don’t want them to be hurt. Now, it’s been 2 months that I don’t menstruate yet… I have used a Pregnancy Test thrice and the result is negative. I am confused If I am pregnant or not…

Though I don’t have following symptoms:
nausea, breast soreness or enlargement, queasiness and food cravings… Except for my menstruation, which has been stopped for 2 months now..