I found out i was pregnant about 4 or 5 weeks ago i am right now about 9 weeks. Its been very crazy, and seems like things are starting to get back to normal. I have so many choices to make in the next few months that will change everything. I told my parents about my baby, at first they were disappointed but there now the most supportive people. My grandma on the other hand its hard, its weird , but were all working through it. David my boyfriend has been helping alot to even though we fight about everything. it seems like all he does is work and we dont see each other as much as we used to. it kind of hurts to not see my babies daddy and the love of my life. but once this baby is born he will be around alot more. I just hope that all this fighting doesnt hurt us. i love him so much and this little baby growing inside of me is a blessing. In the end i think thing will turn out right. Tomorrow is my first doctor visit and im very scared to see what happens. I have to go into cyber school soon but i dont know if i really wanna do that….. well i got to go!!

    ALyssa