Well, a lot has happened lately :/
A while back, I was pregnant with my fiancé’s baby, but he was in Israel and he was not supporting me at all and was abusive. So I broke up with him and aborted my baby. I dated many guys, but I never had sex with anyone again until I met my boyfriend. We have been dating for about three weeks now and we decided to have sex last night… Well unknowingly, the condom happened to slip off and we didn’t realize it until after. Now I am afraid I may be pregnant once again. He is a really sweet guy and I love him and I can’t picture him abandoning me, but he is veryyyy scared and so am I. I also came to the realization a few weeks ago that aborting my first baby was a mistake and I am now regretting it so I am definitely keeping this one… IF I’m even pregnant!
Life is scary and I hope I don’t have to go through this at 17, but no matter what I will deal with this and think positive 🙂
