Hey everybody, what’s up? I’m 15 yrs. old and Tuesday, July the 3rd, I will be 6 months pregnant. My due date is October the 18th. I’m having a little boy.

I never thought I’d be the next pregnant teenage girl but I took that risk. Even before I found out that I was pregnant, I didn’t think that I was when I found out. I was shocked and terrified all at once. At first, my aunt was the only one that supported me but as the months passed, my mom and family slowwly came around. However, it’s still hard because I know that they are a little disappointed in me. They always said I’d be the one to do something with my life. I know I can still achieve all my dreams if I try but they don’t think so. For one, I’ve already been kicked out of two schools because they didn’t allow pregnancy. The father to my baby left me when I was barely a month. I never thought he’d stay but it still breaks my heart to know that I am carrying his baby inside me and he doesn’t even care. I cry a lot. I feel so empty and alone. I’m ashamed of myself and the pregnancy. I thought the days would get easier but they only get harder.  Somedays I think to myself, please, am I really ready to raise a baby.

So what’s your story? Please tell me I’m not the only one that feels this way?????????????