Hello Everyone,

So my story…..

Well since I’ve moved here, I have been lucky enough to find the love of my life (soon to be married). My boyfriend and I have been together now for 10 months. We are moving out together once I graduate in June and then it’s college in September…

Although on Feb 2nd, we lost our virginity to each other :). I’m so glad I got to share that with him. Since we’ve been sexually active, I’ve found myself longing for something more. I’m happy with him and I’m very involved with school, etc… But why am I having the feeling of wanting a baby?

It’s almost like I’m craving for a child? Yes I am 17, waaaaaay tooo young, people say. And especially to purposely try to have a baby. I am NOT trying this on purpose. My boyfriend does want children, just not right now…and I don’t either, but I’m finding myself becoming confused.

We only use birth control (“the pill”) and he doesn’t pull out. So far, its been about 3 weeks and I took a test…not prego.

Which is good, right? Yes! it is… Then why did I feel so bad when only that 1 pink line showed up?

I just want to know if any other girls get this need?

I know I’m  meant to be a mother. There is nothing I want more in life. But I also know its waaay too freaking early and “I have my whole life ahead of me”, which is what everyone says. lol

I know my boyfriend and I could support ourselves and the baby fine. We would manage.

It’s almost like I cant wait to get pregnant! ;p Am I just a lunatic? Or is this normal?