For a girl who has always had irregular periods being a few days late here or there was never really an issue. But after being over a week late I began to wonder.. So I sent my boyfriend to the store to get a test. Although I sent him I had already got that oh no not me mentality… So after taking the first test I didn’t believe it and sent him to the store to get more. He came back with 3… I took another, waited…. It was positive.. Still not believing it I took the last 2… Both came up positive. I walked into my room with all 4 positive tests in hand and gave them to my boyfriend, his response “wow… This is cool!” he is extremely happy, me on the other hand I began to cry, have a panic attack and wasn’t able to breath. After I calmed down I still didn’t believe it. I can’t believe I’m pregnant.. What about school? Work? How am I going to do this? Make a future for a baby when I haven’t even created one for myself yet… But I’ve told myself that I can do this, I’m going to do this! Not that it’s going to be easy but I’m determined to make this work. What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger right??
