been to see the doctors today after spending much of last night at hospital with fears of an ectopic pregnancy(again) or a miscarriage, luckily everything seems ok for now, i am going back for a scan tomorrow so fingers crossed. Even though this angel wasnt planned and the dad and I aren't really getting on, (i think i am going to be alone through this pregnany too) after what happened last night i feel so sure that i will be ok when my new baby arrives even though i am feeling a mixture of emotions i feel blessed and so so lucky. would love to hear from others in the same situation or anyone who would like to write again soon. chilipepper