Okay so. I’m pregnant with nowhere to turn. I have nothing. Sometimes I get so emotional I can’t even think straight.

I want to keep my baby. My heart tells me it will all be alright. Then I start thinking. I don’t have a job. I haven’t finished my education. I have nothing to offer a baby. I don’t want my child to suffer. I was unsure I was pregnant for a while until I was brought to the hospital for alcohol poisoning. Blood tests showed I was pregnant. I don’t want my baby to have birth defects & know it’s my fault. I know who the father is but we have nothing to do with each other. I never want us to either. So that creates another problem for me. I haven’t told anyone except my friends. I don’t know how I’d ever tell my mother. 🙁 Or any of my family.

Suggestions are greatly appreciated!