When I was 18, I found out that I was two months pregnant.

At first, it didn’t hit me that I was no longer just supporting myself, I had to bring a child up in the world. I was with the baby’s dad for two years. I thought I was in love, When he found out, he pressured me into getting an abortion. He said that if I loved him, I would do that for him. He even went to my parents and talked to them to see if they would support his decision and of course, they thought it would be best. I ended up getting it done, and to this day I regret my decision of going through with it and giving up my baby. My boyfriend left me at 3 months pregnant and so I felt like I had nobody. I went back to school and found an amazing guy who understands me and treats me well. He agrees that one day, I will have another try at being a mom.

I was not ready and I try to be strong, but there are times that I just sit down and cry my eyes out, but I know one day, I will get to see my baby…

Momma loves you, baby.