Ya i thought having sex with him was worth it. Like I thought we felt the same way about each other. But, I guess not. The few seconds of pleasure is not worth the forever pain, depression, feeling of loss, embarrasment, guilt, shame, regret that it brings. Not to mention the anxiety of “WHAT IF I’M PREGNANT? OR WHAT IF I HAVE A STD?” well its been a month exactly since that night. And i am so upset but i know im not  pregnant.