When you do take the home pregnancy test, it doesn’t quite seem real. But when you see the baby and the heartbeat on the ultrasound, it’s so incredible!

It just hit me that I am going to be a mother. I have been feeling like I am getting very connected with my son now. He is totally going to be a soccer player. I am glad I get to have this experience and it is amazing.

I have been going through a lot of stuff with the father of my baby. He has not been a part of it. Once he found out, he decided to accuse me of cheating. He thought that it is going to get him out of being a dad. How I see it is he will be a dad no matter what. Just because he is not a part of our baby’s life does not mean it will not come back and bite him in the butt. and it will!!

I feel like I should just be patient with him, but another part of me is feeling that I should be preparing myself for raising my son by myself. I hope I won’t have to, but I probably will start to get that mindset of I am a single mom and I know I will be a lot more protective of my son after he is born.

I am really not prepared to be a mother, but I’ve heard that it will come to me. So I hope I am one of the lucky ones and I turn out to be a natural mother. Well, I hope so. I have a feeling everything is going to turn out okay.