Well, it’s been a while since I’ve been on here, but I think it’s about time I started using this site again. It really did help me a lot and I could use the support. My little boy is now 5 years old & my little girl is now 3. Her father & I are not only not together, but he has moved away to California. He has been gone since she was almost 1 1/2 and he comes to see her on her birthday once a year. He talks to her once a week, if that, and it’s always me starting the conversation. I feel like I’m putting too much effort into them having a relationship since he doesn’t act like he really cares most of the time.

In other news, my daughter has Asthma, which has been really hard to deal with sometimes. She has been hospitalized for it, had ambulance rides, and we are constantly finding ourselves in Urgent Care. It’s really sad seeing her not able to breathe, but the doctors are hopeful that it’s something she will grow out of since she got it when she was 1. My fingers are crossed that they are right.

Being a single mommy is challenging & stressful at times, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. Trying to date has been a challenge for me. It’s hard to juggle all the aspects of my life at times, but I’m working on it. My little boy told me the other day that it was time for me to get a boyfriend because Andrew & I have been done for a long time.. lol. I really like this guy & we’ve been on & off for about a year now, but I’m not sure if I’m ready for him to meet the kids.

Anyways, that’s my life at the moment…