Last month my parents knew that I was 5 months pregnant. Funny isn't? I hid my pregnancy for a very long time and its not easy.  Honestly, I'm so scared to death, I'm a fresh graduate and I don't have a job. I don't want to be a burden to my family so I considered abortion first..

 Actually its really a hard decision..

 I still have many dreams, I 'm just 21 years old and I want to help my parents. I can't believe that I'll be able to put myself in this kind of situation. 

But then I'm afraid to abort my baby, I don't think that I'll be able to do that because I came from a very religious family.

I fall and soon I know things will be fine..I'll be happy with my baby.

My boyfriend and I now think of marriage, he's just 20 years old but he's very responsible.

Actually its funny coz I'm the one who's confused whether to marry him or not. He really wants to marry me and he's ready to be a father, he's really mature.

My family is very supportive, they are excited for my child. Although I gave them a big dissapointment still they make me feel loved and BLESSED..

 I guess I'll be having a wonderful girl and I'll shower her with so much love just like the way my family showed me love..

For all the girls out there who think of abortion, all I could say is "Everything happens for a reason". The moment I found out that I'm pregnant, I was scared to death but I know "Everything happens for a reason".

If you'll kill your baby, you won't find the reason..

God bless to all of us…