I was with a guy for about 2 months… We were basically living together and around the week of Christmas was when my baby was conceived… The guy and I broke up on Christmas day, having no idea about this baby… On Dec 27th, I was admitted into the hospital… The pregnancy tests came back negative and the doctors said I had a bacterial infection… I went home that day with antibiotics to take…
I remained having pains in my stomach after the antibiotics were over and I went to the doctor on January 14th to ask for painkillers… That was the day that I found out I was pregnant… My doctor was guessing I was about 2 weeks at the time, and that scared me because I didn’t want it to not have been my ex… I was admitted into the hospital 2 hours later… And they found out that on top of being FOUR weeks pregnant, I had PID… caused by bacterial infections, STDs, etc. and I was allergic to the medicines to cure it. I had 12 vials of blood pulled that night and two days later, all STD tests had came back negative… I was so relieved to had found out that, and that my baby HAD to have been my boyfriend’s, well my ex’s. My mother had been told by my doctor that I was pregnant… And after I was released from the hospital on Sunday, my mom informed me on Monday that i had to get an abortion or get out… This was the woman who I thought of as my best friend, and she was betraying me.. I’m now 6 weeks pregnant… The baby’s father is completely out of my life. I’m out of my mom’s house.. I’ve been admitted into the hospital a second time and the pains just continue to get worse… I do not like needles, the hospital scares me, and every time i turn around, I keep getting more sick, and not in the way of vomiting… I’m scared. I don’t want to kill my baby, but my abortion appointment is on Feb 6th… I do not know what to choose or what to think. I can’t do this on my own. I’m only a junior in high school… My father and his girlfriend have taken me in… She has a 12 year old daughter who I want to be able to be a great sister for…
Please help me. I am scared and confused. This baby is making me very unhealthy… and I’m losing all hope..
