It’s been just over 2 weeks since the procedure and I’m still so torn.

The man I was with left me the DAY OF! When he convinced me to give it all up. I don’t get the support from him, he has not been talkin to me since before that day! I thought I’d be okay with him by my side afterwards and he’s not and I feel regret because I didn’t make this decision determined by my heart. I was convinced by a selfish boy and it’s so hard to deal with this loss. I feel like I have a broken heart that can not be mended because I gave up on giving a life that I wasn’t ready to give up </3

Idk how to really work this site… I’m new at this… but I really need help. My friends just don’t understand where my head and unstability is at…