its been just over 2 weeks since the procedure and im still so torn. the man i was with lef tme the DAY OF! when he convinced me to give it all up. i dont get the support from him, he has not talkin to me since before that day! i thought id be okay with him by my side afterwards and he's not and i feel regret because i didnt make this decision determined by my heart. i was convinced by a selfish boy and its so hard to deal with this loss. i feel like i have a broken heart that can not be mended because i gave up on giving a life that i wasnt ready to give up </3 idk how to rlly work this sight.. im new at this .. but i really need help. my friends just dont understand where my head and unstability is at..
