Hey everyone. Ya, well, I thought I was pregnant, but I found out that I am not and it is very depressing because I have already lost one child.

I was 14 and I was pregnant. I went to the doctor to hear my baby’s heartbeat but they couldn’t find it. So I was sent for an ultrasound and found out that I wasn’t going to be able to have the baby because I had what you call a molar pregnancy. They told me that it was no one’s fault but that the baby was not able to grow and that I had a chance of getting cancer. So I had to lose my baby and that is very sad. It would have been born August 28 of this year. And I still long for my loss.

So now it has been about a year and I really thought that I was pregnant, but I was 2 weeks late, but it didn’t turn out that way… I will be 16 soon and I wanna try and have a baby, but my boyfriend isn’t ready. We don’t use protection but only the pull out method and I wanna be pregnant…..

So everyone hope for the best… and this is to all you girls that is pregnant. I beg you to not have an abortion. You will regret it for the rest of your life. A child is a gift and you have to treat it they way you would want to be treated…. Always remember that if you’re pregnant, your life will not be over. It’s only the start of something new….