I thought he loved me!!

I was 14 years when we first started dating. I had just broken up with a recent boyfriend. I had no intention of getting into something deep, and I had no clue it was going to happen. He was my former next-door neighbor, he was a bully towards me. I hated him when I was younger, all the torture had put me through, made me think we’d never be friends ever. (remember never say never). So we started messing around and it was great. He was real nice (I had thought he had changed) We were just fooling around until the next month came and fooling around became like, like became love. .(Oh so I thought)

Six months into the relationship, I’m pregnant (It was planned). I had just turned 15 years old and I was prego. 5 years
later, been 5 year way too long. A lot has happened. My son’s three now. I’m on my own. We had been together on and off for 5 years and he has cheated, beaten, and betrayed me in every way possible. I had just moved into my own
place and I had even given him a chance to be here with us as a family. I had given him a chance, and after a year
being here, he had betrayed me (not surprised). He was with some other girl this whole time, and had gotten her pregnant just recently. It hurts, it really does, but there’s nothing I can do now. All I can do is live one day at a time, with GOD by my side. Love will come one day, and will not hurt. Yeah I wish I had that family with both parents, but I realized everything doesn’t always go your way.

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