I am a 29 year old single mother of one and I just found out that I was Preg, right before Christmas.

Now I would love to have my baby, but my situation is crazy. The guy I’m preg. from is married and don’t want me to have the baby. Now this may sound easy, but it’s not cause one part of me wants to have my baby and one part don’t so I don’t know what to do. What if I get the abortion and then I go crazy, start hearing the baby’s crying and kill myself inside for doing it? Or if I have her and can’t take care of her the way I should? OR worse, he get mad cause I say I want to keep it and he kill me and the baby? This is all that is going through my mind and I only have 2 more weeks to choose which way I’m going to go.

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?