I’m 19. A Christian. A child of God. I always hear the preaching of our pastor about THE PURITY. And I punched myself every time it flashes back in my brain.
I have seen many teenagers who get pregnant and do sex as early as 15 And I said to myself, How lucky to be still pure. But now, I’m so stupid, I lost the most precious thing.

My problem now is that I lost my virginity just a couple of hours ago. I hate myself for seeing and  enjoy of such a thing, I admit I was tempted.
I have this guy… He has only been my boyfriend for the last year. Before he attempted to ask for it, I said it will just happen after our wedding day!
Am I a bad child of GOD, how could I let this happen?

My problem now is how to avoid doing that again with my boyfriend? I don’t want to end up pregnant!
I regret it already. As early as we ended now I just pray.
I still love myself, still many dreams, I’m still young! JESUS, my SAVIOUR… I’m very sorry.