I’m 19. A Christian. A child of God.
I always hear the preaching of our pastor about THE PURITY.
And I punched myself every time it flashes back in my brain.
I have seen many teenagers who get pregnant and do sex as early as 15
And I said to myself, How lucky to be still pure.
But now.
I’m so stupid.
I love GOD.
And I hate my flesh.
My problem now is that I lost my virginity just a couple of hours ago…
I hate myself for seeing and  enjoy of such a thing. I admit.
I was tempted.
I have this guy… He has only been my boyfriend for the last year… And before he attempted to ask for it, I said it will just happen after our wedding day=(((
I’m a bad child of GOD.
Oh. .I don’t know why I’m typing here. .;<<
I’m a moron.
My problem now is how to avoid doing that again with my boyfriend? I don’t want to end up pregnant!!!
I regret it already. As early as we end up that thing =((
I ain’t got nothing… Pls help me.
I just pray.
I still love myself, still many dreams, I’m still young! JESUS, my SAVIOUR… I’m very sorry.