"Not a day goes by that I don't think of my lost child.  And to think it was my decision to lose my child, it haunts me everyday. When I wake up in the morning, sometimes I dont even want to get out of bed, I WISH I WOULD SOMETIMES, just to be with my baby. I know I've had an abortion and the fact I cant change it hurts me and I would never wish this pain on anybody, because i cant even bear it myself."