Well I’m now 4 months and I just found out im having a girl :D! I chose the name Arsin for her, her daddy doesnt even want to know about her, i  fear he never will. He already has a daughter and sees her all the time, so why should Arsin be any different? I’m so tired of his crap, why cant he just grow up and admitt to his mistake like I did? I hope one day he asks to see her, and you know what im going to let him so he can see what hes missed out on! But one fear I have is that Arsin will make all the same mistakes I did, and I don’t want this for her!