so i came to the decision I want to keep this baby, but there are sooo many questions in my head. so many thoughts, doubts, fears, concerns. Its not like this is my first pregnancy…but it feels different than the first and second one. I dont know….I’m hoping for a girl. since my first born is a boy. just to even the playing field…lol. 

arrgh….got to finish this mythology assignment due tomorrow and all i want to do is eat and sleep….something tells me i’m going to be very fat this time around >.<