I could really use help!!! I just found out I’m pregnant. I’m 19.

It’s not very young but I am in college and have plans of going to med school. I want to keep the baby so much but the father wants me to have an abortion immediately and if I don’t, he will have nothing to do with me… I don’t even want money from him. I just want him to be around. I have hit depression. I made an appointment to have an abortion but really don’t want to do it… My friends are begging me to keep it… My mother doesn’t know yet and I don’t want to tell her until I know what I’m going to do…

I know lots of girls who have had babies young but I know none that have been completely alone… I’m a very strong person but I don’t think I’m strong enough to have a baby all alone… What if the baby hates me for having it in such a terrible situation?? Single mom with a father that wanted him/her killed?

If anyone has any advice, please help talk me out of going through with it. It sounds dumb, but I feel so helpless with no way of standing up for myself… I want to keep the baby so bad but I keep hearing the father’s words he said to me… Telling me that I should be killed along with the baby…….