To get around all that has happened to me is a major hill to climb. I don’t know if I will ever get over it or if I will ever be 100 percent okay BUT I know that I am trying – one day at a time and with God’s good grace, will continue to get me through life.
My friends try to comfort me and tell me it’s okay but none of them will ever be able to completely wrap their head around what I went through. I had an abortion at 8 weeks, with no painkillers – not by choice but because I couldn’t afford them. I don’t know anyone who has gone through what I went through that is why I am struggling to wrap my own head around it. But now that I found this site, maybe I will find myself again. Because at this moment in time, 6 months after everything happened, I still struggle to even cope with what I had done.
Lost Angel
