SO EVERYTHING WAS GOING GOOD, FINALLY ACCEPTED AND GAINED THE COURAGE TO DO THIS WHOLE SINGLE PARENT THING.  A COUPLE DAYS AGO THE FOB CALLED ME AND HE CALLED TO SEE HOW I WAS DOING.  I WAS KIND OF RELIEVED HE CALLED THINKING WE COULD BE CIVIL TOWARD ONE ANOTHER, I WAS TOTALLY WRONG.  SO HE TELLS ME HE LET HIS OTHER BABYS MAMMA KNOW I WAS EXPECTING.  I WAS MAD BECAUSE HE TOLD HER BECAUSE I FEEL IT IS NON OF HER BUSINESS AND ALSO HE SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO ME FIRST.  HE SAID SHE HAD A RIGHT TO KNOW REGUARDLESS IF HIM AND I TALKED ABOUT IT FIRST.  AM I WRONG FOR BEING COMPLETELY PISSED OFF?  FIRST OFF HE SHOULD HAVE TALKED TO ME FIRST.  SECOND WHY IS HE TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT WHEN HE STATED HIMSELF HE DIDNT WANT ANOTHER BABY AND BASICALLY DOESNT WANT NETHING TO DO WITH IT.  THEN HE TELLS ME THAT HE’LL LET ME KNOW IN THE FUTURE IF HE’S GOING TO BE THERE FOR THE BABY.  HE IS CONFUSING ME BECAUSE ONE MIN HE IS FREAKING OUT ASKING ME TO GET AN ABORTION THEN NEXT HE’S GOING TO LET ME KNOW IF HE’S GOING TO BE THERE FOR MY BABY.  THEN HE DECIDES TO TELL ME THAT HIM AND HIS BABY MOMMA ARE TALKING AND TRYING TO WORK THINGS OUT.  IVE COME TO TERMS THAT HIM AND I WERE ONCE GOOD FRIEND NEVER TOGETHER AND I DONT THINK WILL EVER BE.  BUT WHY IS IT MY BUSINESS WHOSE HIS WITH OR TALKING TO WHEN I COULD CARELESS.  I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO MAKE OF THE SITUATION.  LIKE WHY CANT HE JUST GROW UP AND UNDERSTAND I DONT WANT TO BE WITH HIM. BUT AS FOR NOW I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO DO, JUST TALKING TO HIM STRESSES ME OUT. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!