I already have a two year old daughter. I got pregnant a year after having her and ended up having an abortion. Now, I’m pregnant for the third time. I’m very torn. I don’t want another baby but I don’t want to go through the abortion process again.

I look at my own daughter and see her smiling and playing and I hear a voice say, “Why can’t you show this one mercy?”

I feel so lost. I’m 19 and I know people will be like, “Wow, she had another one?!”. I had split from my husband for two months and got a boyfriend (who i’m pregnant by now). Now, my husband wants to get back together but he doesn’t know I’m pregnant. Oh, what a life I lead.