Its coming up on the one year I had my abortion…The last few weeks I’ve been have so many flashbacks of that day its killing me. I keep having visions of what it would be like to have my baby girl right now. Taking her to all of my Christmas celebrations, my family asking me if they can hold her…. Itsa been so hard. On New Years Eve it was especially hard, one year ago that day is when I conceived my baby…instead of enjoying the night, I spent it crying in the arms of my boyfriend. Right now, I just need so much support from people, and I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to. My boyfriend doesn’t like talking about it because he has a realy hard time expressing his feelings, which just makes me feel like I’m the only one carrying this burden when he tries to tell me that I’m not alone.. Please, I really need some help right now..