So last night was the night (10 pm) that I told my mom I was pregnant. She was obviously disappointed, as she has every right. But she was very supportive, and I wish I wasn’t so scared to come to her so we would have had more time.

She made a doctor’s appointment for me today and I already went. He said my baby was pretty big haha. I also heard the heartbeat, and my mom started to cry. I wanted to cry also, but I kept it cool for my mom. I know a lot must be running through her mind too. I also got my prenatal vitamins today and got some paperwork and brochures and stuff to inform me more on all my options, and to help get ready if I do want to keep this. I know I want to keep this. I just have to talk everything over with my boyfriend. Either decision of adoption or keeping it will be hard as hell. I told my grandma too, and that went fine also. She is going to be a big part of this because when I am in school. she will be watching the baby (if we keep it). My boyfriend was scared that he was going to lose me if I told my mom. So I am hoping that if I reassure him that my mom wants him involved that it will help his decision also.
Well, today  I am hoping to do a lot more relaxing than I have been.

I am calling the doctor’s office back tomorrow to see if they have my ultrasound appointment made.
I will keep you updated.