I was doing so well with trying to let my abortion be in the past…But I can’t help it, everytime I see a pregnant woman, I just feel a little angry..Today was the worst its been in a while. I had to go to my doctor to get a checkup, and sitting in the waiting room with my boyfriend, I saw a couple come out and they had big smiles on their faces…They had just found out they were having a

boy and still had the sonogram pictures in their hand. I quietly started crying in my chair, and my boyfriend realized that I was and tried to comfort me, but I couldn’t help it…I want a baby so badly, I was starting to come to my sences, but this one incident just set me over, for the last few hours thats  ALL I can think about…