I was doing so well with trying to let my abortion be in the past…But I can’t help it, every time I see a pregnant woman, I just feel a little angry…

Today was the worst it’s been in a while. I had to go to my doctor to get a checkup, and sitting in the waiting room with my boyfriend, I saw a couple come out and they had big smiles on their faces… They had just found out they were having a boy and still had the sonogram pictures in their hand. I quietly started crying in my chair, and my boyfriend realized that I was and tried to comfort me, but I couldn’t help it… I want a baby so badly, I was starting to come to my senses, but this one incident just set me over.

For the last few hours, that’s  ALL I can think about…