Realty is hitting me… It’s not going to be all sunshiny days and happiness…

I wanna do so much stuff in my life that I can’t do with my baby…and I realize that I can’t give her all that I want to give her… I was looking at the adoption boards at church and there are a lot of families that can’t have a baby…I was thinking about the wonderful gift I could give them…I also thought of how much joy my little brother brought to our family when we adopted him 10 years ago…

I think I’m gonna pray and see what God wants me to do… I talked to my boyfriend about it and he likes the idea… I have hope in this… There are so many families that can give my Layla a wonderful life!!