I am 20 yrs old an live in london, UK. It may sound really stupid but since about 14-15 I have wanted a big family and thats starts with a baby at an early age, now I’m 20 I feel as though I dont have much time to start a family. I know that my mum will be supportive of me having a baby because shes already told me that she would like more grandchildren (the sooner the better) but I have no boyfriend

and I’m verging on the edge of agrophobia(hate going outside) I’ve looked into a private sperm donor but this is prooving harder than I first thought, thats how desparate I am, I’ve even started collecting baby clothes and toys so that I am partially prepared but no-one knows this.  I need to know what to do. Please please help me.