Today was pretty much same as always watching baby shows and preparing for when my little one comes along. I am officially 35wks. today how exciting only a little bit more to go.

Im extremely excited yet scared at the same time I dont know what to expect will I be a good mom? Will she like me ? Am I going to be ready for her ? So many questions and thoughts running through my head. Things have been really rough for my mom lately and I feel bad that I cant be more of a help, money is so tight that sometimes we go for days without eating. I know God sometimes puts people through trials but I cant help but wonder when will this trial be over haven’t we suffered enough already?