Dear little girls,

Wow, I am almost 6 months along. I am huge. My boyfriend is supportive but I know in my heart he is not your father. I mean he says it doesn’t matter but it does. I was raped. I hate that word, rape. It is the single most horrible thing. It truly makes you want to die. I love you babies but I hate you. I know that is evil to say but I am going to be 100% honest. I never wanted to be pregnant. I am fourteen. I miss my old life. I try to keep my head held high but I just want to sit and cry.

I cannot write anymore.

I am sorry for any decision I have to make.